:'( Singapore lost to Japan 1-2!!! omg. at first when de score was at 1-1 with 10mins to go, I thought s'pore might have some chance of causing an upset. BUT... sadly, too many corners given to Japan, n they paid the price. Sloppy defending, but I don blame them. haix. in the end it went with the odds. So wanted an upset to happen. too bad lah. better luck nxt time lions.

g2g.byebyez.

omg. CLOSE ENCOUNTER WITH LIGHTNING!!! can't believe dis... today during trg, at around 6pm lykdat, the sky is very dark, but we still continued the trg. from afar, we could see the streak of lightning...krrreaaak! as time went on, this streak moved closer and closer to us, then we started to get frightened. ~~~ wahliew. finally that last streak. i donno where it was. it juz suddenly... FLASH. my whole view got nth, only one big volt of light. i thought i tio the lightning sia. so scaryy~! i juz laid on the ground, don dare to get up. kao... then coach finally asked us go indoors. this encounter was bloody scary. nv been so close to a lightning bolt before. ahhh... still suffering frm the side effects now.

g2g. byebyez.

so sianz. after a so called one wk holiday, it's back to school. din have sch on Mon cos Sun was founder's day n the sch made us all go back on a Sun. Newayz, 2day is alr Thurs. Time flies, but this flight is painful.
Failed my physics todae. got a F9 for it. haha. I was NEVER gd at physics anyway... but a F9? tt's hard to swallow, n it's nt as if i din study for it. sometimes really feel lyk juz giving up on physics n conc. on some other subjects... Guess I'll flunk the remainder of the phy tests...
then there was the A.Maths test. I donno y so many ppl can finish the paper in lyk, 25 mins while me still struggling to finish de questions all de way to the last min. then de tcher was marking the papers on the spot, 1 paper take only abt 30sec can mark finish one... n i saw my classmates, 1 by 1, almoz all got full marks or an A1. I din manage to see my script being marked, but don really think i'll do well for it either. =(
SS test tml. If i can't even handle phy and amaths, Ss seems abit gone case alr... but wadeva. see wad happens tml. i wanna do well for it, at least end of this wk on a high note. sianned.

g2g. grrr. byebyez.

finally a day in this wk where i don have to go school... or rather, choose not to go. this whole 'holiday' week is shit, but den again, when aren't they... newayz, there's supposed to be trg today, but guess wad..? yeah, i ponned it. heckz newayz, 2dae supposedly coach nt comin down, and to go down and see them fooling ard and fighting? i rather stay at home and look at soft toys. =X

my throat is lyk, super pain. no... it's even 'painer' than super pain. super duper pain. yaaa.. u get wad i mean. voice change liao. lol. hard to swallow things, even water. so now i try nt to eat too much... hahax. it's tough to resist food. kkz... i will survive. but dis sore throat alr there for almoz a wk liao... still nt subsiding. donno why. and i haven't been to the doc either. hahaz... maybe i'll lose my voice eventually?

g2g.byebyez.

ALrightey... many things havEd happened during these past 2 days or so...so now i'm gonna talk things in a chronologically backwards way. today, hmm. dis morning went for 'trg', felt a bit regretful, cos it's so slack and so sianz. i knew no sec4s would come, but i din expect the sec3s to be absent as well. SO de whole trg was bloody SIANZ. After trg, ate in sch, then we went to nygh to have frenly. I could see a HuGeeE improvement in their team. so the matches a bit more exciting than b4. we lost the 1st set, haha... abit unexpected yet expected. i mean, we sec4s donno how long nv had proper training alr, so very rusty. but we bounced back from then on, winning the remaining games. it was from there, that i started feeling abit sianz. donno why, but the matches became more of a schedule to clear rather than sth 2 look 4ward to. in the end i even converted to being a libero... hahaz. wad lameness. De onli thing that was missing is perhaps, no mixed-team games. haha... think is becos it's their serious training, so no fooling ard. LoL. but nvm lah, i was alr tired and bored. maybe some other day have another frenly, then can play mix-team. =X

Ok, de day before, went to bingyang's hse to watch man utd get thrashed by man city. hmm... nth to comment.

On Saturday, went 2 sch at ard 9 to meet my classmates to go Kota Tinggi, some place in M'sia. I wasn't realli looking forward to this trip at first, cos it's lyk so extra and so wasting time. BUT... nvm. the bus trip was rather long... a few hours. then must pass customs and everything. and tt toot seng kheong made us walk across the causeway and upon reachin JB, walk another distance to take de coach he arranged. he said 5mins walk, in de end it's lyk some 10mins. dumb. NVM. at the resort, shared a room with jon and shuhao. then went to have lunch. that place brings back memories... recollections of the times i spent during my sec2 camp. after lunch, went to swim. the pool there... tho it's clear blue, but don have chlorine smell, so can conclude that it isn't tt clean. but newayz, we still went 2 swim. dive here and there, very fun. hahaz. keep pushing ppl n stuff lykdat. splash water... sounds so childish, BUT IT'S FUN. lol. after tt we had a heart2heart chat with mr. bala. hmm, after that chat, bl doesn't seem that bad afterall. maybe we all had a misconception of him. well... newayz, it was dinner after tt. steamboat-style. as usual, i din eat much. haha. donno why i always eat so little during steamboats. haix. at night, went for some firefly cruise. i would say the flies won't at their best tt night, and the stars in the sky were even more attractive. hahaz. i would say malaysia stars were fantastic. so beautiful, so magnificent, far better than singapore stars. after goin back to the resort and having some wonderful supper, went back to our rooms and it was cards time! haha... 2 rooms were set as gambling dens. one bridge rm, one daidee rm. i don play bridge, so i went to daidee rm. played all the way until 3.30am. siao 1... but who cares. hahaz. den i went back to my rm, n bathed. then tt dummmb jonny and susu go off the lights while i bathing. all pitch dark. ha..BUT heng, i was alr putting on my clothes when they did their prank, so it wasn't tt successful. LOL. tooo baddd. =p ard 4am then we slept...all the way to 9.30 in de morning. haha. we were the last to go meet the rest. breakfast was at 8am one lor...=X bl abit angry... but nvm one lah. hee. morning did some writing..yes, writing. english lesson. we wrote a description essay on the firefly cruise we took. took some trouble finishing my essay. haz. i'm nt cut out to be an author. lol. hmm, then went to pack, had lunch, and off we go. At JB we stopped n went shopping at city square. haha, so lame...shopping at m'sia. i'm not a shopper lyk jonny or bingyang, then i only bought an OP pencil box. 30RM. cheap ornot i nt sure. then some ppl were sooo late. shop until forget time. hmm... but wad screwed up this nice trip was the stuppppppppppppiiiiiiidddd malaysia customs. place so small, so hot, no proper queue, so disorganised, ppl cutting queues, not making full use of resources. felt so fuked up there. wanted to beat ppl up. got 1 old lady even cut thru the gates and went straight to de officer, and he juz let her pass lykdat. :| sux big time this place. at de s'pore custom was sooooooooo much better. a big difference manz. place big, air-con, everything were better than malaysia lyk 2000 times. haiz... reached singapore ard 6pm, shared cab and went home. tired shit.

think that's abt all. busy 2 days. and it's gonna be another busy 3 more days, lessons everyday...wad kind of holiday isit. nvmm... used to it liao. haix.

g2g.byebyez.

i went to watch a movie today with bingyang, shuhao, jon, ziew, shijun n jason...went cine, watched BIG FISH. yes yes... i noe... u might think, Big Fish? Wth movie is tt? well... for ur info, it's a movie directed by Tim Burton, and the main actor is actualli Ewan McGregor. then the movie plot, is abit messy and confusing, cos it constantly jumps from the past to the present. at first i also donno who is wad character... but subsequently, things became clearer. Out of 5 stars, i would say 3. some things abit unreal lor. but overall, go watch this movie lah. midst of funniness, talks abt relationship btwn father and son. BIg FIsH...

hmm...the term is almost over. tml is alr wk10 friday... but WAIT! nxt wk- holidays? my foot... everyday muz go back to school. monday i think still have frenly, tho i'm not complaining for tt =p, haha. haix. this wkend goin to kota tinggi with my class... supposed to be some class retreat. but i'm nt lookin forward to it... nt at all. if nt becos alr paid 80bucks for it, i wanna pull out one...sianZ!

g2g.byebyez.

everything's over. or isit?

it rained the whole day today. this kind of thing is really up to you to believe or not. when it was time to carry the coffin to the van, it rained very heavily. there was no way the ceremony could begin. all of us started praying for the rain to stop. it almoz did... the rain subsided, though still raining, we started walking. my mom cried. i almoz did. haix.
At the temple itself, it was a teary event. i witnessed the metal cover being lifted, then the coffin being shoved inside... fire, burning... i din cry my heart out. only tears were brimming from my eyes. i think that burning scene will always remain in my memory.

something abt superstitious-ness again. ytd, after all the praying rituals, we went to burn the paper house for him. after everything, when the house was burning brilliantly, it started to rain. and frm then on, it was windy and rainy, all the way till now. i mean, b4 that, the sky was clear, i mean, not cloudy. then when we finished praying and burning, it began to rain. coincidence or wad? i think the same situation happens for a lot of ppl as well... so is dis a sign frm up there? i donno...

i g2g. amitabha. byebyez.

feeling juz a tiny weeny bit better. this thing juz came too suddenly, i wasn't prepared. haix. tml he will be cremated. wonder how i'll take it. felt so regretful not spending these few nights by his side... so freaking regretful. i can only say sorry to him.

g2g. byebyez.

i am now lyk in a nightmare. how i wish i can wake up from this, and realise everything is unreal. tearing every now and then is terrible. :'(

g2g.byebyez.

i'm feeling super super down now. someone very very dear to me has juz passed away. sadness, sorrow... these feelings are raging inside of me. cherish those around you. cos u nv noe when they will just leave you, without a warning, without a last goodbye. :'(

can't blog any further. byez.