If i could have things my way, i would want:

• bigger hands
• bigger eyes
• double eyelids
• longer fingers
• stronger wrist
• taller figure
• fairer skin

IF. sigh, IF. g2g.tata.

ytd had 4D class bbq at james' hse. the turnout was pretty gd. thanks to Jonathan for organising it, James for hosting it, and Caleb for cooking the food. haha. went at lyk 5 to play abit of tennis first, then the bbq started at lyk, 6. the caterer used fuel to start the fire lor, then got one mini explosion sound. then midway thru the bbq we wanted to dunk isaac into the pool, but somehow, even with william and caleb ard, we failed to do so. hahaz. ended up dunking siliang into the pool, with that evil shijun pushing caleb in as well. but shijun got his desserts at the end when he got dunked too. haha. at 9 went up to james' hse to play ps2, basically juz winning11, until 11 plus, then i couldn't stay any longer. the rest of them decided to stay over. So i juz took a cab with qinghua home.

gonna miss the frenlys over the nxt few days, but then, it doesnt realli matter lah.

g2g.tata.

had vball bbq ytd at east coast. learnt a couple of new things. 1. touched a guitar, strummed a few gibberish notes. 2. started learning bridge, though i'm still clueless abt the rules of the game. din try roller skating, but it looks easy to me. nth much to do actually. played abit of vball and soccer, then witnessed a huge dog licking the ball. haha. din bbq much, din eat much, basically din do much. at ard 10, was singing songs with the snrs. lots of songs. then on the way home, super coach led us walk one longgggg walk to a small alley to take a cab. nice. yup, tt's abt it.

g2g.tata.

Merry X'mas! =D

stupid shijun. make me rush to orchard by 4pm, then I so gan cheong to get there. in the end tell me movie start at 5.15. worse, movie changed frm national treasure to world without thieves. thanks man. haha, siliang damn funny, halfway his mom called him. he made it to hcjc liao, thanks to some guy who pulled out last min, leaving one vacancy, so juz give the spot to him. then he had to go down to hc to fill in some form. lamezzzz. anyway, the movie realli sucks, only some parts i enjoyed. these few days the movies all very sub-standard.

yay, chalet booked liao. really looking forward to it, lookin forward to seeing as many pri sch frens on that day as possible. it looked reallli optimistic while we tried to get ppl to go ytd, but they might still last min don go. oh well, see how it goes.

g2g.tata.

Ocean's twelve is worse not as good as Ocean's eleven. i mean, full of anti-climax and dumb plots and funny scenes, kinda like spoil the movie. oh well, at least I'm glad i made the effort to go watch the movie. ahh, haven't watched a movie for lyk... 1mth! yay, and i bought shin's album. oh yah, police! go catch shaun chia. he's a masterthief. catch him!

g2g.tata.

I hate the posting result! stupid bird, why u put rj nv tell me! Now i want to go rjc... tsk. seems lyk everyone's going rjc lor, and i'm stuck with the stupid hcjc. hate it. hate it. I juz HATE it.

i'm gonna treat every training lyk it's for fun. why the hell treat it so seriously. im not gonna get into the team nxt yr, and im definitely be stuck at hcjc anyway, so might as well... vball should be fun. having fun is the most impt thing, at least i'll feel happy.

Hols are ending, soon the new year will start. suddenly feel like having one p6 class gathering, and also one 4D class gathering. someone (not me)... go organise!

and i wan to wear contacts. my mom says it will be very troublesome, but i think i'll juz try first.

g2g.tata.

ok, so i'm posted to hcjc. wadeva. not happy nor disappointed. so sian larh. it's lyk, everyone's so excited abt where they posted to, then when i got my result, no feeling one... hai. lyk i said, wadeva.

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I was sick ytd. din go for trg. fever. slept the whole afternoon, skipped dinner, slept the remaining night, woke up at 3am to feel hungry, cont sleeping till 8, ate breakfast, slept again till 11. in total, i guess i slept abt 20 hrs ba. feeling better now, hope i can go for the frenly tml. went to see the doc juz now even though i'm feeling ok, mum forced me one. then shun bian look on my back that is aching for-ever. the doc gave one oilment, then juz now rub the oilment i smelt the thing and it was very familiar. deep heat. -_-"

donno why, but i'm beginning to feel sleepy again. g2g.tata.

Hellooz. My life is da same. Isaac is talking to me on the phone now, persuading me to go play tennis tml. but i'm lyk rejecting him all the way. haha. well, he's not persuasive enough. don wanna go, cos I got trg tml. haiz. feel like forsaking trg for tennis, or rather meeting up with the rest of the class. SIAN.

trg is so sianz. i wonder sometimes, if i don get into hcjc, wad would happen? haha. i wish it will happen. can't stand someone in trg. buay tahan. but he's rather nice actualli. muz be that coach in his sec sch. haiz. seems lyk everyone is going on a holiday to all over the world. I also wan to get out of singapore and juz have fun somewhere else, but that wont happen. sad life. SIAN.

now jonny is persuading me liao. but no effect. SIAN.

SIAN. i think even xiuming's life is much more colourful with his cakes, biscuits and sunflowers. limyoung's life is much more colourful with his ermz, god and jesus and his weights. mingseng's life might be more colourful with his eh, instant noodles and grandma and cousins.

g2g.tata.

Just a casual update. Training is not as tough i guess, but the sun is worse than anything. If not the sun, then it's the rain. I want indoor court!!! and i wan my leg to stop aching. cos i wan to jump high. i wan to spike well. doesnt matter abt my setting, i've long forgotten abt it. oh yes, i wan to receive well too.

other than trg, my life is empty. -blank-

g2g.tata.

Came back from chalet today. hmm. donno whether to say how was it, it's not too fun, but not too boring? maybe when I type finish i might get to a conclusion.

Day 1
Met up with the tchs sec4s at harbourfront at 12. then went to the harbourfront centre to walk abt, cos we had too much time on our hands. After we felt lyk not walking anymore, we went to the mini cold storage to buy watermelon, tidbits, cup noodles and stuff lykdat. even then, we still had alot of time left. So while the rest of them sat at the bench resting, some sec3s came, then Shaun, xiuming and I walked to Starbucks to drink coffee. haha. and we also went breadtalk to eat before going to meet the rest. after even more waiting, slowly everyone came and we proceeded to Sentosa.

At the beginning it was not good, cos we took the wrong bus and ended up walking a long way to the chalet. the room was small, sth I din expect. I really feel sorry for the sec1s, made them pay, asked them come, in the end only everyone suffer becos of overcrowding. ok. then it began to rain. think all of them went to the beach to play. the sec4s juz stayed in the room. limyoung itching to play 'risk', so he began teaching us how to play. I think i suck at playing the game, and i suck at throwing the dice. Anyway, that's how the first afternoon was spent, quite wasteful, though it was raining but we still shouldn't be just staying in the rm playing risk... Finally the food came, so it was bbq time. Even then, not realli tt successful. 1 pit was waterlogged. but that pit was burning better. haha. dono wad tt ly doing at pit1, blow and blow, still the fire so small. we took abt 1 hr plus to finally get the fire going. everyone was lyk crowding ard the pit, wanting to do sth but can't do anything. I ended up fanning the fire. din eat much as usual. don think anyone ate much at all. bbq was boring lah. ended at lyk, 11pm i think. the ny side were making noise at their table playing memory. I din know playing memory could be so noisy after i experienced it on the 2nd nite. anyway, we juz sat ard the table, talking, kenny kianyong n louis were singing. then weikiat started to tell this eerie story. ahhh. shall not reveal the story here, but it was damn scary. nt that the story involves ghost or wadeva, but the concept of it, really can harass ur mind. more n more ppl then heard the story, but me, kian, louis, shaun, siongkiat, kenny then went crazy, we even went deeper into analysing it and ended up scaring ourselves crazzy. the security guard even warned us to keep our volumes down. Anywayz, we then went back to the rm. the night was siao as well. everyone took turns to bathe, then we were making alot of noise. played risk again. the jc1s went to slp on the bed, then the rest wanted to play card games, but I was too tramautised by that story so i din wan to play. haha. by then it was lyk, 3am liao. So i tried to slp for a while, on that small bedside table. hahaz. but too much noise liao, couldn't slp at all. only until lyk 5am when they stopped the laughing n everything then I slept a lil. ard 6-7am i cant slp anymore. ly also couldn't, then he took my hp to play in the darkness. slowly they woke up one by one (jcs1 not included), then we took the ps2 from the sec1s to play winning 11. haha mingseng can't score for nuts. the sec1s offered to buy breakfast for us, so nice of them =) After eating we went to the beach to play soccer with the sec3s and jc1s (they woke up liao).

Day 2
After soccer, jc1s went to swim, sec4s went back to chalet. played more ps2 and risk. jc1s came back frm swimming, bathed then left liao. ard 1-2pm, ny side asked us to go play beach vball. so we went down to the beach, dui4 gang1 on the beach (sian...), and we learned tt we had to buy 4 tags (at $4 each) to play at the courts. I bought 1, then played match with chunli and her frens. i'm nt used to playing on the sand, so I played badly lah, esp jumping. can't jump at all. er, then shaun twisted his specs, so me ly n cl played another match with the same ppl again while ny went to kayak. after tt i donno why ly don wan to play anymore, and he had to retrieve his bus pass so I had to surrender the tag. $4 for 2 matches and 4 cups of plain water. wow. jingren and mingseng went hme after tt, as well as the sec3s. so the place became quieter and more spacious. ly shaun xm and cl wanted to go walk walk and find dinner, I found tt uninteresting so I stayed behind. junhao v nice, cleaned up both rooms with no complains. but the rm was so clean after that! (I also got clean abit lah, cannot bear to see him do all the work alone). jiayun also helped out abit. these 2 jnrs damn nice. then waited patiently for singapore idol to start showing. they came back with burger king again. and they went bonkers, xm was obsessed with the oscar toy, while the rest of them were doing the "hehehe" thingy which drove me nuts. Singapore idol started, so we watched lor. Taufik rocks!!! Hahaha. so happy he won. fair result. I was lyk screaming when the result was announced. yeaah! then we cut one watermelon to eat. hahaz. i was lyk carving on the watermelon, then that portion was offered to the ny side. Hahahazzzzz. don think they noticed.

Then came the anti-climax. ly shaun n cl went to sleep!!! how can they?! xiuming and me got nothing to do at all. junhao, teck yhu and kalun came over. we decided to go walk abt before the back gate closes at 12. on the way saw the ny side. talked a little, then they said why bring xiao3 de4 chu1 lai2? (small one come out). and i was lyk... I'm a nice senior =D Hahaz. lame lah. we walked one round back to the chalet. on our way up the slope, when we passed on lamppost, it suddenly flickered out. and we were all freaked out lor. hahaz, started running to the chalet. but eerily, the lamppost lighted up again once we were some distance away frm it. then we resumed the sianz mode again. played abit of ps2 while those pigs slept lyk pigs. xm then prompt me to call the ny side to check if they slept liao ornot. So i called chunli, then found out they still walking abt. so the few of us went down to open gate for them. hahaz. by then alr 12am. we then gathered at the pool table to play cards. they gt this game quite crazy. hmm. i was a water skiing, a blackcurrent, and a pink. then played memory. wahliew, i can't rmb anything at all. no idea how they can rmb where were the cards. nt fair one. played till lyk 2am, then went to slp liao. this time, they occupied the whole bed, then i had to sleep on the floor. which means, i din slp on the bed at all thruout the whole chalet. how can?!!! ah nvm.

Day 3
Check out time. took some pics with the ny side while walkin to the monorail station. then they wanted to take a ship back. but luckily don have such a service. hahahaha. don have to puke. ate lunch with them, and went home to sleeep the afternoon away.

Basically tt's abt it. hmm. now, come to think of it, yes, i think it was kinda boring. hahaz. the worst part got to be the squeezing. and i think the sec3s were bored to tears there too. hai, i understand how they feel, cos I'm a guo4 lai2 ren2. haha. ok. i think this chalet would be the last highlight for me during this long hols. now it's back to training. sianz. i wish a miracle will happen.

g2g.tata.