I think I can predict my future pretty well. (: [see previous entry]

So I did no studying today, except for the 1hr plus of econs early in the morning. I've never seen so little ppl for assembly before, except back in pri sch, on the day when my class was the only class in the whole p6 cohort taking higher chinese psle paper, and becos my pri sch has shifted so all that's left in the sch were 3 pathetic cohorts. So I had to stand through that few mins, singing my beloved national anthem and my precious college song. and I had to endure oag's lousy poor pronunciation of my name. [Ritzley became Ritley. This is the 2nd time, Miss Ooi. One more time and I'll call you Ah Gat.]

Jue Due Superstar was damn funny just now. but the judges' comments all seem quite foreign and useless to me. Most of them seem to be judging on appearance and dress sense rather than the voice itself. What is this huh? Singapore's Next Top Model? or Manhunt? And then the 2 supposedly more pro judges, that [Quote from Junyi] Lee "I-am-Sun-Yan-Zi's-mentor-so-I'm-better-than-you!" Wei Song and that bald man who looks more like a monk from Shaolin, their comments all qt alien to me becos I have no idea what the hell is head voice or chest voice or whatever. What? There's a voice in ur head? See a psychiatrist lah.

Speaking about that, I do think I have a split personality. No I do not have an alter ego, nor do I have 2 names or 2 appearances. It's just that my personality when online is very different with my personality in real life. Online, I'm so rubbish and can talk alot of crap. but real life, I don even talk much in general, unless you are my close friend and I got lotsa things to share with you. Hmm. Is this a good thing or not?

Yay tmr no school! I'm happy. (:
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Haha I screwed up GP. thought my essay and compre were all full of crap, but then again, there's no strict formula to doing well for GP, crap works sometimes. blah.

While I'm at it, I might as well blog for the nxt few days all in one go.
Ah I screwed up Chemistry.
Ah I screwed up Econs.
Ah I screwed up Maths.
Hehe I screwed up Bio.

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I wish I have another week of hols, so that I can study. haha. have been studying in school for the past week and I think this must be the most muggish week I've been through this year. *beams* But then again, if I were to have another wk of hols, I wouldn't have studied this week. =p

I wish I have superpowers, specifically psychic powers, so that I can know what ppl are thinking about. It's scary what some ppl are thinking, and it's worse when u donno abt it. I don like it when i can't differentiate btwn good ppl and bad ppl, or worse, identifying the bad ppl from the gd ppl. I don make sense but nvm. I would be more certain about certain ppl, and that can prevent me from feeling cheated. Ah i'm making a moutain out of a molehill.

haha if i can know what ppl are thinking, my block tests would be all As. then I can stick my bio paper onto some ppl's face and say " HA!"

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when the world around you all moves in one direction ---> Mugging; when you can't do anything against it, when you can't beat them, join them. Yay i'm mugging. no kidding. I realise muggers cannot joke, or rather, their jokes are all the same, perhaps they mugged for the jokes as well.

So basically I've been going to school to study for the past week. Oh, i have to comment on the bus driver today. He was driving damn slowly, slower than jielong's pentium 2 com. Since i'm so bored now, I shall make a list of different classes of bus drivers.
1. those who drive like all their passengers are about to give birth. they just have to make it to the destination straight away. (basically it means they drive damn fast)
2. those who drive like the bus will explode if the speedometer rises above 30km/h. (you know like the movie "Speed"? just that it's the other way round)
3. those who drive like they are in a race with other drivers to see how many red lights they can collect. they won't drive past traffic lights. (I bet if they drive past the light and the light turns red, they will go stund)
4. those who drive like the president is at every bus stop. (basically they stop at every bus stop, regardless of passengers alighting or boarding)

omg i wanna watch Initial D!!! but i doubt i will watch it before the block tests, which is a damn sickening thought. so if anyone wants to watch it soon, call me!! I don mind not mugging. :):):)

I had a competition with jielong today in sch. he claims i have a high profile in sch while i claim he has a higher profile. So we decided, that whoever who waved to us will get a point, and whoever gets the more points means he has a higher profile. and guess what, jielong won! So jielong has a high profile in school. case proven. while I, have a low profile, meaning no one knows me and im just as insignificant as the unwanted newsweeks lying on my class bench. another case proven. =)

oh i just changed my specs to frameless. now i have frameless specs! oh did i just repeated myself?

concluded tt im bored. ok g2g.tata.

Introducing the new drug in stores: Mug.
Intro: This drug is specially made for well, muggers. It's extremely expensive but i'm sure druggies addicted to it will buy it no matter how ex. It is price and income inelastic therefore. This drug is running out fast as the number of addictors keep rising.
Ingredients: TYS, tutorials, lecture notes, and some DIY notes.

Ok i'm basically bored. but I wont get myself addicted to that drug, even if just for fun.
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Ok. by popular demand, i shall stop complaining about my small hands/fingers/eyes.

thurs went to JP (yah I actually took the train to extreme west-ish boon lay) to watch batman begins with kian and jl. kian was making his new pair of specs. frameless. he asked me if he looked shuai in that specs. guess what i told him. I suggested he try contact lenses but he was adamant that he would look damn ugly becos his eyes are too small.

oh sidetrack abit. kian's eyes are smaller than mine and his hands are almost as small as mine too. =D

so jl came late (as usual). and we proceeded to watch the movie. I got some things to say about it.
-Batman looks damn noob. (I mean his skills, not looks)
-His mask looks noob too. it broke lah. and he ordered 10000 of it. (rich guy)
-He has to carve his own batarang. (hahaha. imagine doing that every night)
-He has to paint his own costume. (no money after buying those masks)
-His batmobile looks damn ugly, and noisy. (well it's a tank...)
Other than those the movie is nice.

Went to jl's hse after that to STUDY. *tries to be nerdish* I studied chemistry while at his house. His notes are so neat becos he files his notes. I don't do the same to mine. but his computer is pure... centuries-old tortoise speed. (er did i spell the turtle's cousin's name correctly?) Which is good cos we wont get distracted.

nxt day went to sch to do wgts and in the afternoon, we bought a chocolate cake for shaun chia to celebrate his bday! Happy Birthday Shaun!!! (it's officially his bday today). We also presented him with his prezzie - a nice, pink, cd bag for him to store all this pirated cds. hahahaz. the rest of the day was spent playing vball and soccer. had a couple of games with the jnrs and... it was bad. I understand further why tchs vball is still kns after so long. Jingren our beloved libero also came back. yay long time nv see him liao. now become AJ spy. haha. but somebody else also came and I was damn unhappy with him but nvm, since I wont be seeing him anytime soon and I'm glad for tt.

to hell with block tests! *nerdish appearance falls apart*

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I started studying today. ok study is the wrong word to use. I started reading my notes today. Well, at least I understand what i'm reading, which is a good start. (:

everyone's saying they din study. everyone's saying they slacked the whole week. everyone's saying they got no time to study. everyone's saying they are gonna die for the block tests. I put everyone into one big group and label them: Liars. I know they are lying. They studied alr. they are more prepared than I am, and here they are, lamenting abt how dead they are gonna be. pls lor, if u guys are dead then what am i? dead-er?

Actually if junyi said he din study i would believe him. the rest... HA, good try.

Some blind singaporean just called me again asking for polyclinic service. I feel like killing them burning the polyclinic.

I got a wishlist suddenly. I want:
+sneakers
+new frameless specs
+laptop (ok i'm dreaming)
+bigger hands (yah I still want them)
+pass my block tests without studying

ahh sian. g2g.tata.

ok i shall stop thinking about those negative stuff. Kinda ironic in the sense that, ppl have been saying I shouldn't be too troubled abt it becos it doesnt really involve me, but yet they are also saying that I should start to notice more stuff about things, about ppl, and stop being innocent. Nv mind.

=) I've changed my blog template finally. finally. ok so I didn't create this template, yah i koped from somebody else, but so what. haha. I like this template and it's not too loud or anything, so yeah, it's very nice. :):):)

Today I took the first major, big step towards studying : I'm started to panic for the block tests. worrying about it, thinking about it. I know i've always said ''fail then fail'', or "i'm prepared to fail", but seriously, who loves to fail? If someone give me a "pass" I would gladly snatch it with open arms. ahh, it's 2 weeks left to sch reopen. I haven't started studying... at all. Past few weeks have been busy, esp with the chalet. ahhh I so feel like wanting to have another chalet and slack around for a few days. Alas, I'm not allowed to do so.

ok. that aside, I soooo want to watch sooo many shows. Here's my list:
-Batman Begins
-Iron Ladies I & II
-Initial D
-War of the Worlds
-Fantastic 4
-future Harry Potter movies
-Spiderman 3
-X-Men 3

haha the last 3 shows wont be out so soon la. I'm just fantasizing.

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I'm....confused.
I'm....troubled.
I'm....sad.
What the hell is going on...

ok i shall blog abt the class chalet.

i don really rmb wad happened on the 1st day, except tt the few of us were playing cards straightaway we reached there. then the bbq man came. and he conned me of 9 bucks!!! dishonest fellow. made me buy 3 boxes which was not necessary at all. tsk. and then ronald and I were acting like smugglers, smuggling the boxes into the chalet thru the fence, with our 2 partners in crime - the 2 kws - getting the goods on the other side.

and so onto the bbq itself. our fire was a failure. the auntie infront of us could get hers going with no sweat while there we were, fanning lyk mad, acting pro, arranging the weird-looking charcoal (I bet that bbq man conned me again. idiot), adding millions of fire starters, and when it's all done, our fire was very small and the heat produced was very minimal, thus explaining for the longggg time taken to bbq each food, and also why some food tasted uncooked. haha. of cos, there were some food that got chao-tarred, lyk otah, which the kampung girl huixuan cooked, putting the otahs tgt with the charcoal. I can still rmb junyi saying "I ordered otah, not chao tah.". funny ah... funnny. ok then it started raining so we couldnt bbq anymore and alot of food got wasted.

at night some of us took a walk to see the legendary red house, which is supposedly haunted. it looks scary on the way there, but actually it's not that scary afterall. cos it was all dark inside. perhaps if there was red light coming out frm somewhere then the night might be more interesting. too bad there wasn't.

later on, most of us started playing this game, ostropig. It's kinda like heart attack. (nvm, i'm too lazy to explain how it's played). Anywayz, i almost won the game until i stupidly got myself into a lvl1 pig. and then stupidly leapfrogged into lvl4. yah, so shiru won. but this game got aftermath one. i almoz forgot how to talk after tt hahaz. almost became gerald. it's fun anyway, esp if u play in a big group. and junyi is the schemiest of all ppl, always getting ppl into his lvl. haha!

I didn't sleep on the first night. woohoo!

2nd day we went cycling. i realised pasir ris is small la. cycle lai cycle qu always the same place. and kerwei cycles very dangerously. think too much PSP NeedForSpeed-ing alr, he treats his bike as his mini van and he cycles recklessly, but he's always 4th! Hahaha!! and junyi can cycle without hands, I'm surprised. jiayin always cycled somewhere else, away frm the rest, i also donno why. haha. hx and pamela were on the double seater bike and they cycled nicely. and kq finally learnt how to cycle, kudos. haha.

i forgot wat else we did after tt. oh, mahjong. jielong and I were verrrrrry noisy while playing. haha. kept talking nonsensical stuff. those nt playing thought there were only the 2 of us playing. in the end we only won 1 set la haha..

there werent many ppl left in the chalet by then. only got me, jielong, kq, kian, shiru, hx, shimin, gerald, junyi and ronald. jiaming came for a while. so sweet of her! =) Oh we went bowling. and i'm very proud to announce that...*ahem*... I got the most points!!! 106 to be exact. I beat gerald!! Muahahaha!!!

I slept when we went back. very tired la. then early morning heard hx's phone alarm go off a few times and I woke up. but the 2 sleepy logs -hx and shimin- were so engrossed in sleeping that they din hear the alarm and thus, missed their rugby training, and so it's my fault cos I didn't wake them up. (yay.) Anyway I couldnt sleep after tt cos it was too cold, the aircon was blowing directly at me and I din have any blankets cos kq wrapped herself up lyk a mummy and took all the blankets away. So i got up and went to find my IC, which i dropped while cycling. thank heaven thank earth, i found my IC on the grass. ok the 3rd day was boring. poor hx, tt's all i can say. =x

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the whole morning i received 5 calls. each call started with "hello, is this clementi polyclinic?". and each time I replied politely "er..no. you got the wrong number." When the 5th call came, I didn't bother to say hello, I picked up the phone and "WRONG NUMBER." by the 6th and 7th and so on, I didn't bother to pick up the phone at all. Now, what is the problem with you polyclinic staff? can't you tell ur patients the right number to call? and you polyclinic patients? can't you read properly and dial the correct number? I've had ppl calling asking for pizzas, police station, but those are very un-frequent. but polyclinic! today there were close to 10 calls!!! wad the hell is wrong with you ppl? want to go polyclinic just go lah. call for wat??? idiots.

for the record, the polyclinic number is 6355-3000.Look properly, the 4th number is a 5. not 3! arghhh.

I just read junyi's blog and i think it's damn cool. I've always enjoyed reading his entries becos they are sooo amusing in a certain way. =) His latest entry abt converting muggers got me to think abt myself.

the bts are coming in like, 3 weeks. i havent touched my work AT ALL. I know i'll fail my bts and get into trouble with teachers and HODs, but I seriously, and quite worryingly, don really care. I know the muggers in class might hate me for bringing down the class average [HAHA! too bad! *sticks tongue out*], but once again, I don really care.

*senses completed tys thrown onto me*

Is life really all about studying. do u really a great sense of satisfaction as u see pages of tutorials completed? but then again, at this point of life, what can u do except studying? sigh. the sad fact of life. Sometimes I feel I shouldnt be in sci stream, cos my sci has always been bad. tracking back to my psle days, I got A* for every subject except Science. tracking back to my O lvl days, the only B i got was for chemistry and physics. So I conclude, that i shouldnt be in sci stream. sometimes I think, maybe I might fare better in arts stream? where I just memorise and vomit info. jon said I look like both a sci streamer and an arts streamer. er, that doesnt help much...nvm. Or maybe I should be in poly, where it might be more fun than jc? I donno. certainly, there's no way back, so... *HECK LA*. [junyi, does that sound familiar? :) ]

honestly, it's not as if I wasnt a mugger before. I mugged during psle, and during the O's. it's just that I can't find that same energy to mug in JC life. see, I'm not a born slacker. damn, I so feel like saying "Look. I juz cant study. I'm born stupid ok?", but I can't say that. I'm not born stupid, i know it. sigh, 1 excuse gone.

ok i shall get back to slacking.
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It's Thursday. soon 1 week of hols will be over and the thought of this sucks.

ytd had a mini class gathering with the 4D ppl. ok lemme see who turned up. Me, shuhao, jon, irritating isaac, peyyann, bingyang, caleb, willy, shijun, hongrui, weijie, weihong, james. went to seoul garden to eat, for lyk, 2 hrs plus. haha. it was just a time to get together, talk crap, gossip, and more crap. oh, and even more crap. After dinner, which ended ard 10 plus, the few of us just walked abt cine. most of the shops were closed and there were no nice movies to watch. er, boring.

few days ago i went on a sneakers-hunting trip to queensway with kian, ron, nigel, kwee and junyi. saw 3 transexuals. *pukes* At least I wasnt so bad. kian took a bus ride WITH them. haha. so suay for him. oh, i din manage to buy my sneakers. but I ended up buying t-shirts with kian, who incidentally was on a tshirt-hunting trip. ooh I love my fila shirt. :) Me, kian and kwee bought this same-design-different-colour shirt and we plan to wear it during class chalet. hahah. junyi said it's stupid. oh well. go buy that hooded top leh. buy the koala design one. haha. =)

I feel like changing the whole look of my blog. but i'm too lazy to do it. can anyone help me?

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