I'm a freethinker, I admit i nv really liked christianity, and I'm nt a true blue devout buddhist, but for this once sake, i shall pray, to God, to Jesus, to Buddha, to all the deities up there, please let 05s71 stay as 05s71. don split us up. keep everyone here. that's all i ask. let us stay here together.

today as i received my results slip, i couldn't believe my eyes. this kind of results is the total opposite of that of my prelims. screwed up for amaths, higher chinese and chemistry. on the brighter note, i got A1 for english, which is lyk, wow, and A2 for elit, which is another wow. and my physics, got the same grade as chem, which is lyk, wth. i donno if i can stay in 05s71 either. =(

i was at a loss of words when shimin and kaiqian came back with their results. i realli donno how to console shimin. realli felt lyk saying some things to make her feel better, make her stop crying, and somehow, i failed to do so. yeah i'm bad with words. perhaps my accompany might help in a way or another. as for kq, it's even harder to let her feel better. i realli realli pray that she can stay here. and also, to a number of ppl, ppl lyk kian, huaming, roxanne etc, it's a pretty tough period for all of us, but let's stay optimistic, and no one should give up on trying ok? we will ALL stay on here together, as a class.

this whole O lvl thing is spoiling my day. the ppl i called, some were happy, some were suicidal. and my results itself isn't tt up to expectations. ytd we went to send xinhui off at the airport. it was emotional, i almoz cried. i'm amazed, tt despite spending only 2 mths or less with her, and nt being a close fren, but on tt day, it felt lyk a realli close fren leaving. guess tt's the s71 spirit.

somehow, juz 2 mths with 05s71, i felt much closer to them than 2 years with 3D/4D. i wonder why.

g2g.tata.

i'm feeling so sianz that i decided to blog. i am supposed to study for the chem test tmr... but then, no mood. O lvl results will be out on monday.. why not tmr??? can't even have a proper wkend. at least if it's tmr, then my wkend MIGHT be more peaceful.

todae is wednesday eh. stupid long-ge asked me to pei him go buona vista to make his ezlink card. nice ritz agreed to go. ended up the stupid place is closed permanently. long-ge went to jurong east to make, lazy ritz and angry ronald decided to go home. i sound stupid.

last saturday was jts. amazingly so little of 05s71 ppl turned up. not even half? I wonder why... anywayz, we ate at crystal jade at suntec. maojiang ordered this abalone noodles which only had 4 small small small abalones and the amt of soup is 10 times more than the noodles. and tt dish was the moz ex. the bill amounted to 600bucks. cool~ we paid them in 10 dollar-notes. hahahaz. think nxt time they wont entertain us liao. =( After jts only left lyk, 7 of us, more pathetic. walked abt aimlessly. stood at the fountain of wealth and got wet. hahaz. not in the middle of the fountain la. juz up there. sat at some place, wanted to chat chat, but then nv chat much and ppl were leaving alr. so sao xing. junkai ordered this super big cup of cappucino, hahaha, i had to help him finish up his drink, which cost 10 dollars.

after that junkai and I went to ronald's place. jielong came later after his own business. *ahem* Ronald's mom so nice lah, went to buy supper for us, somemore bought soooo much. i was lyk thanking her every 10 secs. hahaz. watched 2 matches of soccer, played mahjong, cards and xbox with the guys. oh my, i din do econs proj becos of tt, hahaz, felt so guilty, abit dui bu qi to shimin and roslyn. paiseh~ decided to slp at 5am, but was soo engrossed in talking to jielong until 6.30. haha. knew alot of things abt him and we discussed abt alot of things as well. sighz. and i concluded that everyone should be monks and nuns. hahaz. ronald fell aslp halfway the talk. junkai was reading a book somewhere i think. poor thing.

nxt In the morning (sunday), ronald's dad drove us to meet kq, shimin and kian at tiong bahru, then we went to tiffany's uncle's condo to celebrate her bday. hahaz, it was qt cold there. (cold here refers to 2 things) played 'pass the parcel' game. ahhh~ i had to be kissed by jielong. yucks!~!~! but i muz declare, his lips only brushed against my hand. nth else more than tt. i went to sterilize my hand after tt. then i had to propose to a girl. blah. no comments. ms chua came a while later. was kinda freaked out when she asked abt the ant entry... but then if I dare to write that entry, I dare to admit it's me. yeah. so it's me. ME. tweet tweet.

ok. back to chem. tweet tweet. hahaha.
g2g.tata.

Angel: Don't run away from it. Be strong, persevere, and fight to the end. nothing is confirmed, u stand a chance, albeit minimal, but it's still a chance. Prove it to urself, ur team, everyone who supports u. running away is a cowardly act, it means u are giving up. Do not give up!

Devil: U've done the right thing. it's a waste of ur time, there is nth to fight for, u're fighting a losing battle, why not end this battle and get on with things. time is short, u should try other possibilities and not be stuck in this position which will nv get u anywhere. cut ur pain and be free!

should i?

g2g.tata.

sometimes i donno how to start writing my blog. but then again, i've started.
hmm. lemme see how i spent the past wk, besides lessons and vball. monday and tues was spent doing the econs project. hahaz. so last min. but we at least produced sth out, 7 pages long leh, and we got somethings wrong, but then, oh well, it's nt bad lah, considering the amt of time we took. today some of us went to town to shop for prezzies. i realise shopping aimlessly realli is a headache. shopping with a budget is also a headache. and we still got 1 prezzie left to buy. nvm, shall get down to it during the wkends.
talking abt wkends, this wkend will be reallli busy. jts, tiffany's bday party, training, sajc funfair (which i can't go). so much stuff going on. i don rmb being that busy on a wkend in my past 4 yrs in tchs. hahaz.

ohh. last sunday i went to watch ppl fly kite. hahaha. ok basically it's juz a reunion dinner, supposedly, btwn the vballers frm tchs and ny lah. but then, due to unforeseen circumstances, only 2 frm the ny side turned up. yah... so to chunli and cheryl: thanks for turning up. =) Anywayz, we went to marina bay to fly kite. yah, and ate dinner as well. hmm, conclusion of that day - limyoung can't fly kites, can't chase kites, but he loves kites. the dinner was okae.. steamboat, then we were all telling lame jokes and playing lame games, which were too low-intelligent for the kite-lover. uh huh. celebrated chengliang's bday there, gave chunli her elmo prezzie, ate alot, the kite lover loves clams as well, eat until he got a stomache the nxt day. after dinner, went to the field to play with sparkles, sang songs while the kite lover tries to strum sth out (but moz of the time either he strums it his way, or the christian way). but overall i think it was pretty nice to have such a gathering. a pity so many ppl couldn't make it. try to make it more successful the nxt time lah. (if there's a nxt time)

O lvls results r coming out, and there's a letter rumour circulating ard these days. reallli scary. i shall cherish everyday i spend with my class, cos everyday is now precious, very precious.

g2g.tata.

ok. "once bitten, twice shy." this line cannot apply to me, so i shall change it to "twice bitten, thrice shy." (if u all get wad i mean...sth to do with time.)

ok. the 'class' went to sentosa ytd. honestly, sometimes i wish more ppl would go, cos it seems lyk it's always the same few ppl who are going out everytime. a pity that xinhui couldn't come, cos this whole outing was for her lehhhh. hai. nvm. so the grp of us went to sentosa, walked abt aimlessly, finally settling at sunset bay where we saw ix shen playing vball. yea, ix shen only, no big deal. hahaz. then bought the stupid green tags. (so ugly, juz lyk lion king) Played vball, or rather, moz of the time they were juz serving the ball over, not much rallies. hmm, after tt fooled ard in the sea. the girls hor, so unsporting one. only kaiqian dared to get herself wet, although she refused to let us dunk her. and hongli also got wet after being pulled along by kian. hahaha. eh, go beach how can stay dry??? beach leh! nvm. after tt they wanted to kayak, but but... that stupid lion king. alot of ppl have blogged abt that short lion, so i shant repeat. but hor, lion king: I hate u. boo.

we refused to kayak even though that lion gave way. s71 pride! whoosh. kill the lion. some of them forced me to go fetch shimin, which i did. funny how some ppl put it. [(before fetching) I: No.] [rest: Muz be gentlemanly! go fetch her!!!] [(after fetching) I: I said no.] [rest (or rather, juz huaming): U could have stood by ur decision mah...no one force u...] er... wadeva.

lunch at bk at 3 plus? yea, had some man-to-man talk with jielong, dug out some secrets frm him. hahaz. found out one biiiiiiig secret abt ronald. (omgodto o_o) then jielong dug out some secrets frm me too. kept drinking non stop. so thirsty, so burnt. took monorail back to the beach. i heard the other carriage (with the longs and gang) was busy taking photos, henggg. i was not in that carriage. priscilla koped 2 tubes of fruitip from me. oh yah, talking abt sweets, i can't believe i bought $15 worth of sweets. wahlau. i muz have been mad. 15... broke liao. all becos ppl were late! haiz. junkai finally got his lunch at 5plus. played more vball, then took the blue bus back.

weird how the day had passed so quickly, even though we din seem to have done much eh. how come ah? we din kayak, din cycle, din play pool. i guess stoning and waiting took up the whole of this trip. hahaz. nxt time wan to go sentosa again, muz plan properly wad to do hor... and pls, let's meet at 8am the nxt time.

g2g.tata.

hey gong xi fa cai~ today there's this auntie who came, and gave my sis, my cousin and I, one hongbao each. the moment i received the hongbao, i could feel the thinness of it. after she left, we opened the hongbaos. my cousin got $4, while my sis and I got...nothing. yesh. NOTHING. that auntie very kindly forgot to put money inside, and she very casually gave the empty hongbaos to us. thank you auntie.

g2g.tata.

My eyes are closing~ -open- -close- -open- oh, tt reminds me of the apollo dance! hahaha. wah, siao one. last night me, kian, shimin n tiffany were practising the dance at shimin's place, then, well... i think we did pretty ok? a night's work for a few mins of real dancing. hahahaz. but i think for cny celebrations, apollo won the best dance lah. confirm. the other facs all so lousy. :) and only apollo danced twice ok! kian and I have resolved to master the dance. gd luck to us.

din slp at all. this morning while going to KAP for breakfast, can hardly kp my eyes open. kept nodding off on the bus. oh. PINK. my whole class wore pink today! wahhh. i felt so maluated lah, one grp of guys wearing pink. then everywhere we go, sure got ppl pointing at us, giving their own comments. tsk. so irritating. and everyone i saw says i look disgusting in pink. haha. nt my fault lah. nt i wan to wear one lor. stupid kian. stupid suggestion. haiz. but it's a sign of class spirit. oh, and for the street stalls, sometimes, knowing too many ppl can be qt troublesome. hahaz. but it's fun lah. so many ppl came to crash. saw xiuming, jonathan, hongrui, shijun and many others. nice.

i wanna shou sui tonight. how??? go 48hrs without slp, sure go mad one. ytd me and kian alr abit insane liao. treating shimin's hse ceiling as the night sky, then we kept saying "wah. stars. nice." siao alr. when u have no slp, u tend to talk no sense. how true~ then for my reunion dinner juz now, also kept closing my eyes in btwn the dishes. hahaz. buay tahan... i shall prevail!

happy cny everyone. =D gong xi fa cai.
g2g.tata.

i realised how much i've neglected my blog. nowadays i'm lyk more concerned abt my class blog, but then again, my class blog more fun than my own blog mah. hahaz. oh, the link to that wonderful site :)http://omnipotent71.blogspot.com, or alternatively, juz click on the link at the side. the poll is fun, everyone visiting the blog should at least vote once ok? i wonder who reads my blog anyway. hahaz, ok nvm.

the vball team qt suay now. seems lyk alot of us are getting injured. Weikiat! we waiting for u to return! hahaz. maybe some other jcs playing some voodoo game on us, cursing us. black magic. bad jc(s). i curse u all back. omg, i feel so childish. ppl, let's all get our health back!

gong xi fa cai. think for this yr my hongbao tally is gonna decrease further. economy bad, ppl don wan to let me visit them. bad ppl. ok im realli mad.

g2g.tata.