Stupid sports council. Give me my money. I don care if u sue me for sedition or what shit becos I'm just stating the truth.

Damn tired lah. I wonder when will my body ever be in perfect condition.

On another note, it's damn fun to just sit down and talk crap with shaun chia, songkie and kian. Can talk abt almost anything and roll on the floor laughing.

Note to yisin: shaun chia likes to bid for 1 Heart when he plays bridge. Hahaha. oh no i think i'm dead. =/ Haha don care.

It's getting sian playing vball now. Everytime got long break I sure play vball. Some ppl commented " wah ur cls so enthu. everytime see u all playing vball." Really la. Are u trying to say that my cls only got 4 ppl.. namely me kian jl and nigel? Nvm... sch is ending and so are the long breaks. No long breaks = No vball = No chance to get sian.

Ok. Things I'm looking forward to for nxt week:
- Go out with friends.
-Watch movie. the last one i watched was corpse bride and it wasnt even a proper movie.
-Last day of school.
-Lesser days to end of Project Work.
-Bio mass tutorial. cos I don need to go. haha.
-Release of Jay Chou's new album.

I'm a meanie today.

Ytd's cancer charity show only drew like, 180000 calls? Compared to the nkf shows where they always get more than a million calls... what's happening? Blame that gold tap guy lah. hahaha.
I was thinking, thankfully that cao qitai wasnt the host. cos he surely will pull down the no. of calls. and he's a pure idiot. Like, tay pinghui and allan wu were being tied rite, so if cao were there he wld surely say "Go put on 10 more chains! U can do it!", then he stand one corner and talk. Or, when vincent ng and terence cao were jumping on that elastic bend, he wld have go "Now, somersalt 5 times! then do a split!". Idiot lah him.

It was fun doing people-watching. Like, u can see how different ppl dress, how they walk and stuff like that. and how the ugly guys always get the pretty girls, or how this ugly guy matches this ugly girl. yah.

Nth to blog today lar. siva was his usual self. and trg was boring becos of the rain.

I wonder if one can die from an overdose of sports, or volleyball for that matter.

I've been playing so much vball these days that i think the vball will cringe whenever I step into the school. Like, I had trg today. and ytd was open house where I played vball, tgt with other sports like badminton, softball and chapteh. Thurs we were painting banner for the open hse and after tt was trg again. Wed I was painting banner also, so it's counted as vball lar. Tues and Mon I forgot what happened but I bet I played vball during those long breaks.

Nvm. Passion!

Anyway, Open house. I wonder what the sch is trying to show when they allow ppl to paint their hairs in different colours. Certainly it has showed me sth, that I think is very h_____. I wonder why they wanna open house anyway, since most new intakers wld be from chinese high. might as well organise one all-ladies open house. wont that be more fun? Hahahaz.

I think I can be promoted. Yay.

I'm not in a good mood. All the talk about dropping one sub can be put aside. I'm more concerned about promotion. What in the crazy insane world, is the criteria to freaking get promoted???!

for the record, I'm one of the only 3 ppl in the cohort to get a F for biology. yay.

the getai downstairs is not helping. So freaking noisy can. and that singer, sing like a ghost! Now I know why they have getais during 7month. and that guy there keeps shouting "(in hokkien) $500! $500 1 time! $500 2 times! OHHHHH. $800!!!" I'm like, go and die lah. I pay u $800, u shut up can?

Working is never easy. I've experienced it. U have to put up with bad colleagues, who talk bad abt u behind ur backs, or they gather tgt and ostracise u. And if u have a contract that lasts a few years, u might just end up being autistic becos no one will talk to you. then u also have to be careful lest u offend someone, just like the getai downstairs, who are irritating me now.

They just changed the singer but they all sound the same. ghostly. might as well don change. tsk.

If they sing through the night, I'm gonna burn their generator.

What do I live for? Who do I live for?

I got back my promos results and they suck. Ok i suck. When I tell ppl my results, they ask me "Never study ah?" or sth along the lines of 'below expectations'. In a way, I'm consoled becos at least ppl think highly of me. but did I study? duh. I donno why my results turned out this way. I'm not sad, just disappointed. Very disappointed. but what can I do? Ppl will just continue to think I din work hard.

My results suck so badly that I have to drop one subject, i think. Most likely biology. Ppl always ask me why I so stupid, go and take bio in the first place. And when I tell them it's becos I din like physics, I ask myself "What the hell are u doing in science stream?" I was talking to jielong today abt this, and he asked me, do I want to have gd grades but lousy cls, or great cls but lousy grades. I was stumped.

Someone told me I might not need to drop sub. I donno how is that possible but if tt really happens, how am I going to react? I donno. The idea of dropping biology is really attractive. 3 subs is dangerous becos I don have anything to fall back on. but having 3 As is better than 4 Fs right? Right? Last year during O's, I gave up physics and worked hard on chemistry. Turned out both equal grades. Life sux.

Ppl all around me are getting the grades they want. To find ppl in this sch with the same aims as me - get promoted - is very difficult, which further reiterates the point that I don belong to this sch. I've nv liked the idea of coming to hwachong. and I still don like it. I feel out of place, yes, but I can't change sch now can I.

My cls topped the cohort for almost every subject, from the bottom that is. It sucks to disappoint the tchers after all the effort they put in, esp Mrs Cheng. Did we study? duh. the whole cls was busy mugging months before the promos. But why are our results not reflecting the amt of hard work we put in? The tchers can't and won't see the hard work we put in. to them results are the most impt and they reflect you. It's not as if I wasnt in this situation before, being in the bottom cls. Hey i was in 4D in tchs lah. Then, we din study, we failed our tests, we were happy. Now, we studied, we still fail our tests, we are not happy. But back then I was somewhat proud of being in 4D. Now, I cant say the same.

Oh well.

My life is brilliant.

2 days of work.

1st day I was under the sun the whole time. I think the sun god loves vball. Smile until SO FREAKING HOT. I havent even recovered from my previous sunburnt and now I'm triply burnt. felt like I cld burn at anytime. I din put sunblock nor wore any cap. A miracle I din ignite.

2nd day the sun god hated vball. It rained. But the comp went on. We wore ponchos and continued to pick balls, wipe balls and throw balls. I think i got a flu now. haha.

was it fun working? It was fun watching those players do their stuff. An eye opener indeed. but being ball picker is not fun. we have to roll the balls abt constantly, rack the courts after every set, and we don get a cap unlike those referees. And we don have cool oakley sunglasses like all of them! Yeah life is like tt. Your job don need high level skills, u cn just be a coolie. Now i fully understand what is the freaking MRP theory all about.

and those ppl there. treat us like cheap labour. I did so much odd jobs that I've lost count. and most of them despise us i think. think we sch kids, inexperienced, more of a hindrance than help. wadeva lah. u all so lihai. go rack the court urself, pick the ball urself.

Earning money is not easy. So when u earn some money, go spend it cos u deserve it. don be a fool and save ur money.

My face now looks like a pot of lobster curry with tomatoes chili and red pepper. Ouch. I'm hot. hahaha.

Yeah I do feel disappointed for losing both frisbee and vball, especially vball, which I think we shld have won. but then, nvm lah, at least everyone was very enthu abt it and they tried their best. That I can see so I'm consoled. =D 3 cheers for us! No regrets.

Ok maybe 1 regret. i regret nt doing it earlier... hmm..

Oh another regret. I regret having leg cramps! Ahh. If only no leg cramps. 7c can go bye bye. haha. then maybe maybe.. ok nvm. Leg cramps not nice. Cannot spike. can only be libero. =s

tmr if i go under the sun again, i think my face will burn until dono what shape. Maybe can see my skull. buahaha.

I finished watching season 1 of LOST!!! Ah! what a stupid ending. I'm consoled by the fact that I can watch season 2 anytime, probably throught ronald or junyi. =) Now i'm suffering from post-LOST lost syndrome. I feel so lost without LOST. hahaha.

Oh did I say my promos are over?

Retain? Promote? Retain? Promote? R..P..R..P..R..P..RIP.

FINALLY.

Oh man it was sinful today. Ate at suki sushi with some of the vballers. Now i'm overloaded with fats and more fats. And ly said trg resumes nxt fri! Omg how to train like that. Sure pass out halfway one la. All the octopus and scallop and soft-shell crabs and lobster. Ahh sinful. Sinful.

I got a new phone. and i don really like it. and I cant change it! Sianz.