A quick update on the competition.

2 matches played so far, 2 matches won. I've made friends with some jj players. haha.

Out of 2 matches, which is 4 sets, which is 100 points, I was only involved in 3 points. So far, I've only touched the ball thrice, served the ball thrice. which means I din even receive or spike at all. wah, THANKS.

nvm lor. continue like tt lor.

This is it. THIS IS IT. All the good luck msgs will count for nth if we fail tmr.

Let the games begin!

Today is an eventful day.

Last yr we missed out on the 3rd position by a suspected 0.02 seconds (or isit 0.2? Nvm.) to s69. This yr, we ensured that history did not repeat itself.

s69 won the overall race while we lost by a bigger margin of 18 seconds to them. Hahaha!

Not that we got 2nd. In fact, we din even make it into the top 8 of the timed finals. But i'm not sad, at least nt as gek as last yr. Today all of us ran well and we surprised ourselves. Like how kaiqian dropped the baton once the race started. But it's ok! Really kq, it's ok.

Because even if u didn't drop the baton,
- I don think we wld have made it into the top 3. Not as if you crawled back to pick up your baton.
- Someone else might have dropped it. If it's meant to be dropped, it will.
- You might surprise us elsewhere. Like falling down or continue running after finishing 200m.
- You won't have tried running faster. Perhaps you might end up last.
- The race won't be restarted becos of you.
And most importantly,

We wld have still won the race! Hahaha. Ok so we din get into top 8. But at least we won that heat itself. And tt's sth to be proud of. Imagine, drop baton still get 1st! We rock.

On another note. I got band 1 for PW. I tried talking to adeline and jiahui today but saying good luck to them. But all they did was just smile and THAT'S IT. omg. I had the -_-" feeling right away. =S

Before my comp ends, i'm scared of how we'll perform, how I'll perform personally.

After my comp ends, i'm scared of sch. It'll jz be studies and nothing else. No training to look forward to. Any late efforts in trg wont have any meaning. I wont know wat to do after sch, except going home to study. Right now at least i have vball. Haiz. why is life so sucky.

17th April. 14 more days. I don have much time left.

I need to be playing at the level I should be playing. This is not good.

Fuck!

2 more weeks. 2 more weeks for me to get things right. How i wish i have more time now. argh.

Coach said it's a mental thing. I think we are not fierce enough. Not loud enough. Not confident enough. We need to think that we can win. The mentality is as important as skills. "Even the best players have fear." How true.

Mind over body!

we may not be the best individual players around but we will play together as the best team in A division.