Today was my mom's turn to be random. Basically she was nagging at me.

She was telling me abt her conversation with her friend, who's a teacher at some jc. And her fren was giving her advice on how to deal with me. And so the nagging...

"ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da..."

(10mins gone)

"... aiyah I don wan to say so much lah."

(barely a fraction of a second later)

"ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da..."

(Another 10mins)
Finally she stopped and walked out of my room. Just when I thought it was over, she turned ard and came in again.

"ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da..."

(5mins later)
And she stopped again.

This time I closed the door. hahaha.

Hai. My com jz got reformatted. So much stuff gone! =(

Sth random.

I hate stuff like self-introduction. cos i have a weird name.

So during such a time, not only do I have to say my name twice, I have to spell it out for them. And some ppl think my surname is Lee. =s

Hai why cant I be called Tom, Dick or Harry.



Ok maybe not. =/

Guess after the talk today I learnt some things. What's stress to me might nt be stress to others. How I destress might nt be how others destress. So i guess i shldnt be bothered too much by how others behave - behavior that I might find hard to accept, since nt everyone thinks the same way.

But what's stress to me.. is not abt studies or personal problems.

It is that I can't find anyone to talk to. Someone who I can talk to and then feel tt this world is actually a better place. Isnt that the point of destressing?

Haiz. I might as well develop a split personality and talk to myself.

"Ritzley needs to apply himself to his academics from now on."

No, that's not my testimonial for myself. I'll be thankful if u are not writing my testimonial becos i cant imagine what other nonsense u will be including tt will ruin my future. It's so damn bloody obvious that u don understand me at all so stop pretending u do ok. Shit u.

Out of no choice, I wore my ugly new specs to sch today.

And I felt like an animal being put on display.

I know it's ugly. But, the comments cld be more subtle u noe.

Anw, thank you minjie. You're the only one who didn't say negative things abt my new look. (: I'll promise to buy your overdue bday present soon. Haha.

And also thank you to the rest of the sch for not making snide remarks abt my specs. Well, at least not in front of me lah.

Don't want to wear it alr. tsk.