灯不能熄灭 熬过今夜
就能从书中逃回到这个世界
我我不明白 这个年代
怎么还能说读好书 就会发财
好呆

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯
不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎我只想要你能清楚

Hwachong grades do not determine u.

Had a good chat with kianyong today. as well as a fun tennis session. Yeah I'm kinda inspired now to study study study study work harder. But then, all the kiasu tchers and remedials and sucky prelim grades aint rly helping. Oh well.

On another note, i rly don wanna lose my self in this midst of everything. I don think it's worth it.

I got the greatest shock of my life today.

My classmates turned up at my house, without telling me beforehand. I was so glad i wasnt in my pyjamas, with unkempt hair and wearing my ugly specs. hahah. But aww well, it was rly nice of them. Yes yes, i was touched. haha. (:

Now tt my bday is officially over, time to thank ppl for their well wishes! Firstly a big thank you to my clsmates who turned up uninvited today. Kian, Ron, Nigel, Kaiqian, Huixuan, Jiayin, Shiru, Pris, Shuli, Junyi, Jong, Chenlu and Gerald. Sorry for being a bad host. My hse no food no games and no water. haha. And also ppl like Tiff, Charlene, Jielong, Xuanyi, Pam, Chelly, Shimin. Hope I din leave anyone out.

And also to all my friends who wished me happy bday in one way or another. This yr ppl mostly sent their regards early, like dear Hongli who was 1 day early, and miss Chunli who was 3 days early. haha. anyhow, thanks to my vball frens, Mingseng, Xiuming, Yuzhong, Shaun, Songkai, Max, Jingren, Junyu, Changboon, Wengwoh, Minkai, Winston, Yihchyn. (eh where's ly? haha.)

My pri sch frens who rmbed. haha. Yisin, Eleanor, Peizhi, Yanyuan, Clarence, Raymond, Cheryl (happy bday to u too!), Malcolm, who also happened to be the last person to wish me happy bday officially. haha.

My sec sch frens. Jonathan, Peyyann, Isaac, Minjie, Weida, Caleb, Shuhao, who almost was the last person instead. haha.

The rest of u! Junkai, Huaming, Chiok, Christopher, Cihan, Zeying (thanks for the ecard!), Jingwen, Eunice, Pamela, Serene, Calista, Isabelle (1st official one haha), Caiyu, Denny, Jason, Miss Lock, Chunfong.

My dearest cousin. haha. my mom. my grandma who gave me 40bucks. my other grandma who gave me 20. my sis. my dad. haha. and to those who didn't, i presume u guys wanted to but due to unforeseen circumstances u all didn't. Well u all can either send me belated regards, or wait one more yr. Haha.

This is probably my best bday ever. thank u all so much. =D

The more you study, the more you forget.

How damn bloody true.

I declare I suck at spotting questions. =(

Oh well. 1 more week.

Wah stressed stressed stressed!!! So much stuff to remember. So much stuff to memorise! So much stuff to put into my brain. How to finish memorising all the stuff? This is so difficult. I don't even understand it, how to memorise it? And even if i manage to memorise 1 of it, there's still so much more. This will take me damn long man. =(

Look.

夜的第七章

1983年小巷　12月晴朗
夜的第7章　 打字机继续推向接近事实的那下一行
石楠烟斗的雾　飘向枯萎的树
沉默的对我哭诉 贝克街旁的圆形广场　盔甲骑士臂上
鸢尾花的徽章　微亮
无人马车声响 深夜的拜访
邪恶在维多利亚的月光下　血色的开场
消失的手枪　焦黑的手帐
融化的蜡像 谁不在场
珠宝箱上 符号的假象
矛盾通往 他堆砌的死巷
证据被变完美埋葬
那嘲弄苏格兰警场的嘴角上扬

如果邪恶是首华丽残酷的乐章 （那么正义 是深沉无奈的惆怅）
它的终场 我会 亲手写上 （那我就点亮 在灰烬中的微光）
晨曦的光风干最后一道忧伤 （那么雨滴 会洗净黑暗的高墙）
黑色的墨 染上安详 （散场灯关上 红色的布幕下降）

事实只能穿向　没有脚印的土壤
突兀的细微花香　可以显眼的服装
每个人为不同的理由带着面具说谎
动机也只有一种名字那叫做欲望
越过人性的沼泽　谁真的可以不被弄脏
我们可以　遗忘 原谅 但必须知道真相
被移动过的铁床　那最后一快园终于拼上
我听见脚步声 预料的软皮鞋跟
他推开门　晚风晃了煤油灯一阵
打字机停在凶手的名称我转身
西敏寺的夜空开始沸腾
在胸口绽放　艳丽的死亡
我品尝这　最后一口　甜美的真相
微笑回想正义只是安静的伸张 提琴在泰晤士

如果邪恶是首华丽残酷的乐章 （那么正义 是深沉无奈的惆怅）　
它的终场 我会 亲手写上 （那我就点亮 在灰烬中的微光）
黑色的墨 染上安详
如果邪恶是首华丽残酷的乐章
它的终场 我会 亲手写上
晨曦的光风干最后一道忧伤
黑色的墨 染上安详

See. So much to rmb! So cheem! And there are 9 more songs leh.

Haha. I shall persevere.

My house is sad. becos it's like africa here. No food to eat! argh.

My house is sad. becos ppl keep calling to ask for the polyclinic or the police station. Damn it. I wan to change phone number.

My house is sad. becos I can't study at home. No comp, no tv, no hp, no refrigerator, I still cant bloody focus.

My house is sad. becos there's no food to eat. Oh wait, I've said this alr.

My house is sad. becos prelims are coming. eh wait, no link. =/