time flies when you are enjoying yourself. Slacking is a form of enjoyment. seriously, time passes damn slowly in tekong. the days are long and every second is a drag. I think Jupiter revolve around the sun 3 times and only a minute passes in tekong. Yet, even before I can blink my eyes, 3 days have passed in mainland singapore.

tonight's the last night i'm sleeping in my nice bed, at least for 3 weeks. i hate my army schedule.

I'm finally out.

it rly sucks when u come back to civilisation and u marvel at things like traffic lights, hdb flats, girls, patches of land with no grass, bus stops, etc. just shows how disconnected i am with the real world.

it also sucks when u read ur emails and there are so many unread birthday reminders and updates and stuff like tt, and u jz don wan to open them to read since they are all over.

it sucks when u read ur frens' blogs and there are so many entries that u get derailed after a few mins and then u don wan to read on. and stimes u dont even understand what they are talking abt, or maybe it's cos my intellect has gone down since the 2wks in tekong. just shows how distanced i have become with some of my friends.

it sucks when i still have to go to beach road on book out days.

suck thumb la.

Dear blog,

Today is my last day of freedom. Last day where I can eat the things i like, drink the things i like, style my hair the way i like, go out as and when i like, go for stayovers at friends' hses, slp as late as i like, wake up as late as i like, watch tv for as long as i like, bathe for as long as i like, use the com, go online, buy what i like, watch whatever movies i like, play vball if i like, talk on the phone if i like; basically just doing what i like.

Tmr onwards, I will drop from the highest rank in S'pore - civilian, to the lowest rank - recruit. Even the dogs are of higher rank than me and if they ask me to pump I hafta. And I can't laugh at the Jan batch of enlistees cos they are now Privates. It's discouraging, but at least I'm earning more than what they earned in their time.

Goodbye blog. Try to imagine me in grandpa specs and with no hair and I'll see you soon.

I've been eating alot lately and not exercising. For some odd reason my appetite ballooned and I can like eat another meal shortly after one meal. I think if i take passport photo now they cldnt even fit my face into the picture. haha.

but what the heck la. Army is a slimming centre anw.

Probably wont be blogging tmr. so i guess tt's goodbye to my blog for at least 17days.

"we the citizens of singapore, pledge ourselves as..." Ah whatever.

If i were in army now, I wld be waking up in abt 4 hours time. *shudders*

ok no point counting down anymore.

I can't believe im spending my last wkend as a civilian, cooped up at home, rotting away. Weekend man. wkend.

this has got to be one of my regrets in life. haha.

ok 4 more days.